Just this once
I played the guitar string in my head
It hummed my favorite song
Beating like my busted heart.
Smoke screened my eyes
I'm blinded.
I lay asleep down on the floor
Dreaming about memories
I never really had.
Seeing faces I can't remember.
Who's that girl?
I don't know her
Not her face
Not her name
Not every moment we spent together
Which never happened.
Walking alone at the ceiling above my eyes.
My eyelids opening and closing
Like the gates she have locked.
Like those windows breaking
From the falling of hailstones
Sending me again to sleep.
Writing letters behind my ears
Singing songs I cannot hear.
I'm